Twinkle Twinkle

Twinkle twinkle my lucky star.

Why do you shine so far

Up above where angels fly

I cant see you in the sky,

All alone in dis world now i lie,

Sad thoughts passing by.

I wish i could smile again ,

And reach the sky,

Twinkle twinkle my lucky star,

Somewhere in those dark clouds ,

you see me cry,

why don’t u shine like the morning star ,

and make this gloomy night go away

twinkle twinkle my lucky star

I miss you where ever you are..........

WOMEN EMPOWERMENT

Lets the world see
The unborn child,
That i bear within me .

Have lived for so long.
But never for me .
Given them all i had .
My parents,my husband and my children
They are the world to me.

Happiness i never i asked for,
This is the way i am ,
its written for me.
I need no reservations
And politicians talking about ‘GENDER EQUALITY’
A little investment called love and affection,
I need
And i seep to thee.

She is no curse .
She is a mother ,a daughter
And a friend to me.
Let her be born, let her free,
Thats empowerment of a women to me.

The Mirror on the Wall

Look how innocently it lies

Appreciating the world as it is ,with its own eyes.

Have seen many faces ,but have never fallen in love.

Have seen ugliest of them all,but never made fun of.

I feel nothing no pain ,no agony and no jealousy.

I don’t have a heart ,

I don’t cry

Have no needs and demands as such.

I have no relatives ,no siblings to take care,

I just have me all alone on the wall I lie .

I’ve done no sins no deeds as such.

Just reflect whatever you wish to see .

Have seen the world change

Stood there for you in the heat and the rain.

Am little scared of the storm and the winds gushing by.

Because am Just a Mirror on the Wall and alone i lie....

My Experiences

I was standing in front of Keventers with my brother around april last week and having the Delhi's famous famous milk shake. I came across this small boy who was selling balloons he asked us to buy some ,my brother in sympathy asked me to buy some but i didn't because that kid had that peculiar smell of diluter or erasex which is the cheapest kind of drug available in the maket in the form of a simple stationery item,so i decided not to pay then i asked this little freak that what was he inhaling in a cloth that he was holding,this another kid came across and then told us not to give him money as whatever money he gets he uses that to buy that inhaling stuff rather than buying food for himself and to remind u that kid was hardly 8 or 9 years old and weak .I caught that kids neck and told him to show me what he was inhaling and it was diluter only ,he had two bottles in his pocket i gave him a slap and then made him throw those bottles in the dustbin ,thats what i thought was the right thing to do that time.

And this is the one reason i don't like these small beggars hovering around in the city and never pay them a penny,some say its not right but thats my way of looking at things.....

Unrealistic life...

Life is a learning experience you learn throughout your life through personal experiences and those of others, for some people things would come easily in life but for some its the other way round .i tend to realise many such personal experiences of friends and myself ,experiences of betrayal, love lost family problems ,sibling problems and many others .

In life everyone has issues it may be related to job, family, friends etc it’s just the way you deal with your problems ,problems are not to be kept they are to be shared with near and dear ones, it helps. Solutions may vary and at times may be difficult but we have to be strong hearted and have to face it. We have to open our eyes to realism in a world where people live on the edge and all relationships are based on practicality rather than love, care and affection. This is the neo modern age or the so called technological era, so proportionately the human actions become mechanical i.e is with no emotions and humane feelings. People today don’t welcome others and they are never happy for their friends’ success rather they are jealous and wish they would have been more successful. Most of the people are never thankful to their parents for what they have done for them after they are successful in their life by saying its all their hard work, now that’s callous. In some of the cases i have heard and read about that kids have even thrown their parents out of their houses onto old age homes at the time when they need them the most ,its a shame earning lakhs and lakhs of rupees and can’t take care of your own parents , I look down upon such people. Now lets me tell you the truth about friendship earlier it was based on simply affection now days its based on utility i.e how much a person can be useful to you, better the friend he is to you, all human emotions’ are for sale, people have become materialistic .in this concrete jungle where we live today all our emotions have taken a back seat and self-centredness has taken over ,this shear dis regard for human emotion makes me think, Where is that we are heading to ? A world full of Poker faced people is that it .Then I believe the end of the world is soon if we don’t realise the importance of these things which is our basic nature as made by our heavenly fathers.

I personally appeal to everybody wake up to life it beautiful to be born a human .

A Thing Called Life.....

Journey of life and new day ,

Friends and me growing old every day,

Moving on in life and its complex ways,

I tend to understand some and some have troubled me all the way.

For love and lost,

For joy and sorrow are part of this thing we call life.

But they have grown old within me,

Tend to lose control,

My guardian angels, protecting all the way.

I repose myself and am ready to fight again.

I’m a soldier and life’s a battle field,

Mines of problems and enemy alien friends spread all around,

I ride towards victory of this version of a thing called life.

Ayush Negi

LOVE STORY

First time i saw you

first time you said 'Hi`

the time you didnt say `bye`

first time we texted,

got connected.

First time ,i gave my life a chance,

and you gave me wings to fly.

That first call i made ,

I said í love you''

and you said ''same to you"!!!

Those long hours spent on the phone,

the first time we met,

that look on your face,

i can`t forget.

The touch of your hand,

the warmth of your skin,it tingled within.

Our first kiss,

our first hug.

First time i saw you Cry,

I regret.

Our first journey together,

first movie together.

Our first anniversary,

Some intimate moments,forever.

I try to put in words,

but its never complete,

miss you,all the time .

Now this is how it meant to be.

I LOVE YOU ,all the way.............

Ayush

Pursuit Of happiness

A little smile, time spent with friends and family, your school days,your teachers, college and those cruel professors.
Your first date, they all pass by. A moment life tends to flow smoothly and the next moment you realize you are in the middle of no where, with those little something you left behind in life like people you could never talk to, places you always wanted to go as a teenager, that first crush who couldn’t be yours. Things you could never tell your mom and dad, time when you were not around your sibling when he needed you the most, these things never pass by they always remain at the back of your mind and reminds you what you’ve lost with time and tends to make you sad.But as time passes by we tend to get busy in our family cycle wife, kids and try to find happiness amongst those around us.
In this modern age the definition of happiness has become more materialistic, we buy a car, we buy a house and we keep buying things but that’s just momentarily happiness, what we don’t understand is that happiness cost nothing. Man has grown manifolds today economically, technically and in other parameters. This super fast modern man has left emotions and happiness far behind in the race of life, people are earning thousands of rupees every month and lakhs round the year yet they are not happy.
The present man needs to evolve again towards a happier life which is desired by one and all. Real happiness is not being happy on the outside, getting everything you want or satisfying materialistic goals, but enjoying every little moment of happiness which comes your way and simply being happy within.
"Happiness is the meaning and the purpose of life, the whole aim and end of human existence."Aristotle